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When Teachers Review Each Other Instead of the System
You hear teachers remind kids of what they should have learned last year. Ninth grade teachers question what eighth grade teachers did. Sixth grade teachers wonder what students spent the year doing in fifth grade. The pattern stays the same. We blame instead of communicate because it's easier to do than deal with the real issue. Recent I sat with a group of elementary teachers and we dug into long division. They showed me two strategies they use. One was new to me and relied

Phonisha Hawkins
Dec 22 min read


When You're The Chain & The Paperclip: Examing Your Own Belief in Leadership
It is early November and every educator is ready for a break. The kids too, if we are being honest. This time of year brings a need for a reset for many reasons. Assessment data comes in and it is not what you hoped. Students feel the upcoming break, and they start to turn all the way up. Teachers want time off and PTO requests increase. Every role feels the weight of this season in a different way. This blog has always reflected how I see myself and my belief in my work acro

Phonisha Hawkins
Nov 142 min read


When We Diminish the Math To Protect Ourselves
In my fifth year of HQIM work, I’ve realized the hardest part isn’t the systems or the pacing guides. That part runs itself now. The real challenge is what happens when lessons push adults out of their comfort zones. I hear it often, “students can’t do it.” But most times, that’s not about the kids. It’s about us. Teachers who are used to the safety of “I do, we do, you do” can wrestle when lessons shift toward conceptual, open ended thinking. That includes me. It took years

Phonisha Hawkins
Oct 232 min read


Trying To Master Instruction Without Losing the Student
We started off working on the lesson internalization. That was the plan. Align the objective, tighten the checks for understanding, make sure the questioning matched the standard. Then the teacher asked me how to reach a student who never joined in. I asked him to tell me about the kid, not the data, not the behavior, just who he was. He told me the student’s mother had been deported a few weeks ago. We can stop right there. Because what else does that child have to think abo

Phonisha Hawkins
Oct 132 min read


From Nail Art to Fantasy Sports: When Tiered Interventions Overflowed Into Good Problems
They say if you want to hear God laugh, tell Him your plans. From 2013 to 2015, I found myself immersed in intervention work in math...

Phonisha Hawkins
Sep 255 min read


Frozen Roads & Pregnant in a Rolling Chair: The Birth of My Efficacy
Story Time Part 1: How Humanizing Policy Shaped My Efficacy I had no idea what it was called back then. What I now know to be my belief...

Phonisha Hawkins
Sep 74 min read


Without Equity & Teacher Voice, HQIM Is Just Paper
I was a brand new District Middle School Math Specialist with nine campuses and 7,000 kids on my plate when HQIM landed in my lap. During...

Phonisha Hawkins
Aug 233 min read


When Compliance Poses as Support, Math Agency Erodes
A month ago, I authored a post on LinkedIn where I shared my thoughts on how we can often confuse support with control. A pacing guide...

Phonisha Hawkins
Aug 152 min read


The Death of Math Efficacy in a Performative Culture
My individual teacher efficacy used to vary directly (math fun 😂) based on the leadership I was under. I have had leaders who helped me...

Phonisha Hawkins
Aug 52 min read


My Lessons Were Clean, But the Things I Said Out Loud Were Hollow
In my early years of being a practitioner of "ignorance is bliss" in math education, the only question I asked my students was “Everybody...

Phonisha Hawkins
Jul 292 min read


When I Realized I Was the Tier 1 Problem
I began dumping my math apprehension on close to 150 kids in August of 2010. I was a brand new teacher and education had become my second...

Phonisha Hawkins
Jul 253 min read
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